My Thoughts

October 1st, 2025. 12:06 am.

I am currently stress programming late at night while Caroline is on the phone with Katlyn. We watched ThunderBolts* and I liked the movie. Afterwards we ranted about our classes and a club we are both in, so I began to do work while stressed. I will finish the antics page in time, as I will be slowly filling it in with my thoughts as well as the blog. I would like this site to last a long time, maybe decades. As of now, I work to make this site complete.

October 1st, 2025. 10:56 am.

So I'm sitting in class, and my laptop didn't charge last night, GREAT!!!! I should be able to make it through class, but I will have to charge between classes (hopefully I am allowed to charge in the room) I had a fun night last night, and I have been thinking about somethings that I'm not sure if I should be getting into on here, maybe I will at somepoint. I'll say this much though, I need to figure out some things in my personal life regarding a few people (nothing bad just need to clear the air on it) and maybe I will have some luck.

In regards to this site, I need to work on adding to the antics page, and some other details. I think for now I am good in terms of details, but I need to work towards getting things nice. I know this site is basic and retro, but I like it. The charm of the early internet is the simplicity of every thing, I do not want to look crazy. These entries are sorta my blog, like how my YouTube channel used to be, but now its different. Maybe someday people will look upon this, but not now. Actually, quick idea, I should have a public calender, would be nice to let people see what I am up to, and plan accordingly if they'd like to.

October 1st, 2025. 4:54pm EST.

While I was in class today, I decided that I should maybe post some pictures of what my life looks like as of October 1st, 2025.

However I should probably recap whats been happening recently, and whats going on. We'll start with the beginning of my summer, May 1st, 2025. I finished my finals and moved from my dorm at BGSU, to my apartment in Sandusky Ohio. This was followed by Cedar Point's opening day, and waiting over 5 hours in the rain for Top Thrill 2. After that I began working, and living, in Sandusky full time. June comes in and I see the beginning of summer. I began to pick up many more shifts/hours at work, which ultimately would kill my then relationship with a lady named Maria. She was nice, but the long distance was a strain, and with her not being able to drive I couldn't keep up.

Ending June, I went to Kings Dominion, Busch Gardens Williamsburg, and Six Flags America (RIP), spending one day at each. I went with Graham and Taylor. This trip happened just after my breakup with Maria, so it made moving on rather easy. Entering July, I went to a band concert with Taylor, and our friendship would become very close afterwards, spending a lot of time together doing many enjoyable things. We would go to Indiana Beach later that month, and we had a great time there, minus the day ending heachache from Triple Loop.

Entering August, I would begin what I call "Thoosie Month", going to Cedar Point, California's Great America, Six Flags Discovery Kingdom, Kings Island, and Michigan's Adventure. While in California, I also went to San Fransisco, seeing Alcatraz and the Golden Gate Bridge. Summer would begin to wind down and Taylor and I would grow distant as they began classes and I began to work more. September would bring in my trip to Put-In-Bay with Caroline, and hanging out with Caroline, Audrey, Andy, and Peyton.

Before classes began, Caroline and I took an evening at Cedar Point, and rode the rides and enjoyed the park. I would refurbish my laptop to feature a USB-C charging, with some success. September 29th was my first day of class for the '25-'26 year, and now I am here in Sandusky for school.

Now that we are up to speed on my life, lets take a recap on whats going on. I live with Audrey, and we have been living together since May 1st. Caroline is my neighbor who I enjoy hanging out with a lot. Luke, Josh, Andy, and Peyton, are the guys I hang out with outside of class if I need a "guys night". My apartment is nice, with views of Cedar Point. I've decorated the walls of my room with Made to Thrill Posters, of various attractions and parks. The living room is basic, but we are working on it. The kitchen has a table built by Aidan and I, and it...works.

I Know that right now my internal problems are not going to matter in 5 years (I hope!) but there are some questions I wish I could get answers for. What if I make the wrong choice? If you know what I am talking about, you'd understand that my feelings right now are super complicated regarding a few people, but I don't know what I want to do about it. Feelings are complicated, but I will try to manage.

Livingroom 1
Livingroom 2 My Kitchen My Kitchen Table, built by Aidan and I My Bedroom My Bedroom

October 2nd, 2025. 9:49 am. EST.

Woke up this morning to some...interesting news. I won't discuss it at this time for sake of privacy. Last night I tried to make a steak, but I filled my apartment with smoke, oops. I also added some pictures to the site yesterday, and it made me realize how messy my room is. I will work on that soon.

Im supposed to hangout with Caroline today, I hope its a good day, but I doubt it would be. I've been looking forward to it, and I am excited to see what happens today (I'm not expecting anything crazy)

October 2nd, 2025. 5:15 pm. EST

Today so far I have had a good day. I went to the Merry-Go-Round Museum in Sandusky today with Caroline, and bought a Top Thrill Dragster pin. Caroline and I rode the Carosuel they have, it was fun. After class, we will go to Cedar Point and ride TT2 and Maverick.

October 3rd, 2025. 9:41 am. EST

Last night was fun at Cedar Point. I will write more about it in the Cedar Point antics page, but in short I really enjoyed TT2 front row and Gatekeeper front row. Hanging out with Caroline was also fun, she is really neat to ride the rides with. Only complaint from last night is that Steel Vengeance line crawled.

I work tonight from 1pm-1am. Long shift, but I should have an easy time working at the location I am supposed to work. I hope to see some of the cooler people who stop by from time to time tonight, but if I don't it would be fine.

Last night while at the park I began to think about what I want to do long term. I have an idea, but I doubt it would work out, afterall, my plans I had thought up back in July fell apart by end of August. I want to finally figure out everything but I can't, because my future hasn't been written yet, and I need to figure out how to make it a good one.

I might make a essay page, kinda like the blog, but with detailed writtings about...whatever I feel like writing about. It would be interesting. I know that right now I am writing to the void, but perhaps maybe one day someone will find this page 10-20 years from now and feel a sense of..nostelga? I'm not sure how to describe the feeling but its a weird feeling that I get when I stumble upon these older websites.

October 6th, 2025. 11:30am. EST

This weekend was a rough weekend, in terms of work. I worked 1pm-1am Friday, 9am-10pm Saturday, and 9:30am-4pm Sunday. Saturday was the roughest day easily, as I had to manage my location alone leadership wise, made worse by the people I had to manage not being very cooperative. We were also very busy on Saturday, and it felt like the day never ended. Sunday was easy, as I had a solid crew to work with.

I also went back to Cedar Point after work with Caroline, and we rode Wild Mouse, and Gatekeeper. We also saw the Shriekers show at Jack Aldrich Theatre. The show was very good, and I like the costume and makeup work done for the cast. Wild Mouse was fun to ride as always, and I am so glad they added it to the Boardwalk at Cedar Point.

I've began to apply to other jobs for the winter 2025 season. I need to figure it out, especially since right now I am in a very seasonal Job. I've emailed two different positions, one at a sports park, one at my old job I used to work at in High School. I hope to work at the sports park, as it's closer to me than the other job, but I can only wait and see.

Changing gears a little, A year ago roughly was my fall break from my classes. I went to Kentucky to Tyler's house with my friends, and we had a good time. We all went to Kentucky Kingdom, and rode their 5 coasters. We also went to a horse track, and I won $20 from the track. I used that money to buy myself a nicer meal at Chili's that night.

One thing I miss from this trip though, is Gray. He transfered to UCF this fall, and I miss him a lot. He always kept things real, and he is the most real person I have met. He and I did a lot together on that trip, and I miss it. I hope he is having fun in Orlando, because I want him to.

One last thing, IAAPA '25. I am so excited for that. I have been getting my plans all finalized, and I am very excited to go. I am driving down with Luke, Josh, and Abi. We are stopping at Six Flags Over Georgia, Fun Spot Atlanta, and Carowinds during our drive to and from Orlando for the Expo. I plan to also visit Univeral's Epic Universe while I am down there, because that would be really fun. The Expo itself excites me, because I enjoy seeing the backend of things like this. The Future Hasn't Been Written Yet, So I Will Make It A Good One.

October 7th, 2025. 11:10am. EST

It's raining today. I don't have class until 5pm, so I have plenty of time to do whatever. I've spent a good chunk of time working on the site, adding some more pages, and adding some other fun thoughts. I will be working on adding more things to Antics page, like my Steak Nugget's or Jackson Street, I will add more in due time. I also heard back from the one Job I applied to, and I hope to get the job.

October 8th, 2025. 2:31pm. EST

Yesterday I was supposed to go mini-golfing with Josh, Luke, and Caroline. We went to Goofygolf, and it was closed, so expect an antics page on it soon. We instead went to the mall, and had a lot of fun goofing off there. We all got Auntie Anne's and the mall allowed us to recover from the failure of mini-golf, and avoid the rain we had yesterday. After Carrie's class, we all hung out at Luke and Josh's apartment and had a fun time.

Class today is boring, and I have been working on my LinkedIn and the Antics pages in my spare time. The Old Dominion Trip reports are almost done, which is nice. Caroline Probably thinks I am crazy, and lowkey kinda stupid, given how much I ask her for help on the classwork. Its ok though, I'll manage. Tonight I am gonna hang out with Josh and Luke again, which will be cool.

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